From past experiences, I've always wondered why? Why is there something that seems to hold me back from achieving great things in life? For a long time that question was pondering in my mind. I know I have what it takes to succeed, so what is it that is making me scared? I figured out the answer to that question and the verdict was....MYSELF!
Every since I was younger, I was always the "smart girl" or the "good girl" and the labels could go on. I took pride in myself that I was smart and was surrounded by like minded people. But, once I started entering my teens, I started to become timid. I danced in front of many crowds when I was younger, even sung solos. (If you know anything about my singing, you would say "Tia, really?" lol) But, that just shows you how daring I was. I guess hormones kicked in and high school played a big role in my life because I started to get beyond nervous when it came to performing. I know being nervous is good, but it was to the point where I started to lose confidence on stage and be totally distracted and make a fool of myself.
By the time I went to college, my personality burst and there was no holding back. But, at times I would still get nervous. It came to the point where I had to really do some deep thinking and figure out where this came from. My nervousness came from peoples ridicule and hating tactics that got me off my square. Because of this, I was shy to show off the skills that I possess. I know that I'm a great dancer and I'm not afraid to perform in front of a crowd.
Since this discovery, I chose to not be afraid of success! It takes baby steps because I've been bound with that "afraid of success, shy, nervousness" for years now. Now I refuse to let that take over me, and honestly it tries to creep back in my life. When I start to get that feeling, I just do it.
So can you take on your life without being held back from yourself? Do it because you only have one life! I know that I will be successful in all the endeavors I've started and will finish them successfully with Gods help. Take control of your mind and don't let
fearful thoughts take over you!